a subtle but unmistakable movement beneath me. My heart raced, a mixture of confusion and disbelief taking hold. I pushed myself up quickly, my eyes wide as I stared down at Ethan.
“What…?” I whispered, my voice barely audible. In a moment that felt suspended in time, Ethan’s expression shifted from surprise to something else — a mixture of guilt and vulnerability.
“Lila,” he said softly, his voice tinged with a plea for understanding, “there’s something you need to know.”
I scrambled to my feet, my mind spinning, trying to process what I had just felt. “Ethan, you can move. How…?” My voice trailed off as I struggled to find the right words.
He sighed heavily, his gaze dropping to the floor. “I’ve been able to move for a while now. The accident… it left me with more than just physical scars. I could’ve started walking again months ago, but…” His voice faltered, and he looked up, his eyes meeting mine with an intensity that made my breath catch.
“But why?” I asked, frustration creeping into my voice. It didn’t make sense. Why would he pretend to be unable to walk?
Ethan took a deep breath, his hands clenching the arms of his wheelchair. “Because… because it felt easier. I was tired of the attention, the pity. I didn’t want to deal with the world’s expectations or their questions. Staying in the chair gave me a shield, a way to hide.”
I stood there, speechless, trying to make sense of the revelation. Part of me wanted to be angry at the deception, but another part understood the fear of vulnerability all too well.
“I know it was wrong,” he continued, his voice barely above a whisper. “And selfish. But I didn’t expect you to care. I didn’t expect anyone to care.”
His confession hung in the air between us, a fragile thread connecting two people who had entered a marriage for all the wrong reasons. I realized then that Ethan’s aloofness wasn’t entirely due to bitterness; it was self-preservation in a world that had disappointed him.
“Ethan,” I began, my voice softer, “I married you to help my family, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. I want to understand. And maybe… maybe I can help you, too.”
He looked up, hope flickering in his eyes for the first time. “You really mean that?”
I nodded, a small smile tugging at my lips. “Yes. Let’s figure this out together.”
For the first time that day, a genuine smile graced Ethan’s lips, and it was as if a barrier had crumbled between us. In that moment, we were no longer two strangers bound by obligation but two people with the potential to build something real.
As I helped Ethan onto the bed, I realized that our marriage might have started as a mere transaction, but it didn’t have to end that way. We had a chance to rewrite our story, to find healing and connection in each other.
And perhaps, in the process, we would both discover truths about ourselves that would set us free.